Or, why I keep hanging on when I do not get very much anymore.
Or, how to continue when it's the same mistakes over and over again.
When the marriage is complete it either transforms to a peaceful
calm endtity. But after 30 years if the same problem and same mistakes and same language is just more pronounced or the sameness is what stifles it, how do you decide when to say enough?
Especially if you did not love him so much you would not still be doing the same thing today as you did 20 years ago.
But I do love him. Perhaps don't love how he talks to me or makes decisions or bad choices for me.
At what point can I say it's not for me but I can try harder and harder and improve even more.
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