Tashlich

When I throw my errors away,
I toss my "sins" to the fish.

The ever-open eye.
Fish is G-d.

I want to hand over everything today. Large and small.

My family of sisters and mother. That without my father is out of balance, sync, purpose, identity, respect for one another. I became observant and it affected my family. No turning back. Only G-d can repair and redeem.

My sister's Lee and Laurie and their kids. Lishon Hara from all of us, for all of us, stemming from the top down. I give it all to God.

The dysfunction and yetzer hara of my husband's failings and poor self esteem.
Loud and vocal-name calling reflects me frustration, isolation, observation, jealousy, smallness, being invisible, hurting to become, without direction or resources to accomplish that which brings honor to G-d glory.

Health. Reclaiming my health. Giving over the pain,  and voices of the yetzer hara of limitations and addiction, which is really the body loosing voltage and malfunctioning.  I give over the dysfunction. This allows all health to rebuild and rebalance naturally, weaning from medication naturally. Leaving pain in the dust of the earth. Eventually and naturally the body no longer requires medication. Balance is restored naturally.

Failures. Leaks, Lost with Struggle, Lack & Poverty.
Our Wheel of Fortune.
Strikes Oil.
We are Rich.
Thank you.
Dear God,
Thank you.

RICH
In every way!
Beginning today.