Inside me is the me that wants, must get freed.
How did "i" become trapped.
Macro says it is arrogance.
Chassidus calls it yetzer hara.
My editor calls it low self esteem.
Consider low self esteem.
Basically it is regarding your "self" to be less than.
How did this happen, when intellectually I consider my self
to excel.....that is....until I get to where it really matters.
Consider this....say you are programmed with a certain way of thinking.
And say it it opposite to your essential self's true message.
That means everytime I go to the place of greatness where I strive to live.
There is a conflicting message programmed into my being that registers
my actions as "danger" does not compute.
Everytime this happens, I get short circuited from greatness which I attempt to achieve.
What would you do?
The Dr. says it makes sense.
Great.
This kind of sense keeps me away from creating the cents that I work towards.
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