I am at the crossroad between happy and sad.
Progress and Antiquity.
Success and Failure.
Believing and Forgetting
Achieving or Not.
I know in my heart that what I want is on its way to me.
I seem to confuse manifestation with other thoughts.
Thoughts of how much, when, how and such nonsense.
I know those don't matter.
All that mattrs is getting that vision of accomplishment in my sweet spot
and having a burning desire for its achievement.
Taste it.
It is here.
Already.
Ok. it'no different than the game I play for finding a penny or
always landing the perfect parking place.
This vision is wider....but no different.
My vision is not perfectly clear, yet.
But I know how I want to feel when I have it.
Excited. Grateful, In Love, Successfully Financed, Healthy, Lovely, Connected,Balanced, Fulfilled
With Enormous Cash Flow and able to live a Life Fulfilled as
Mother, Wife, Grandparent, Mashpia, Mentor, Friend, Daughter, Sister.
In place for the time being. With the One I love, but not Alone.
With family, friends, in sand and snow,
in city and country,
in health and blessings,
from this day forth.
Thank you, HaShem.
Help me get it lined up so that I may be blessed to make it happen ASAP.